Lanaya you were one of the best people I've ever known and probably will know. No matter what you had going on, if you were struggling, what problems you had going on, you'd always be the first person there to help others. You saved my life on multiple occasions, I'm just sorry to say I couldn't save yours.
You were such an amazing soul, you loved everyone so deeply even if they hurt you. You gave everyone second chances even if they didn't deserve it. You would've sat on the phone for hours with someone who had wronged you over and over again if you knew they were hurting. Simply because you cared about everyone so much.
Lanaya you weren't just my best friend you are family to me, you're like a d older sister, someone who I could go to for advice, someone who would help me instead of lecture me when I made a mistake, someone who on multiple occasions stayed up all night on the phone with me just to make sure I was okay.
I will save you a seat at every special moment in my life I know you would want to be there for, you have a seat at my wedding, I'll save a ticket at my graduation, and they better leave you a seat at my funeral since I can't make it to yours. I'm so sorry I can't, if I wasn't in school I'd go, but my parents won't let me.
I'm so sorry ml that this happened to you, and that there's nothing we can do to get justice or bring you back. I just wish there was something I could do.
I love you so much Lanaya, you will be missed every single day, for as long as I live.
At least you're no longer suffering with depression or the abuse. I know you're in a better place, and that you'll never be hurt like you were again, I just wish I could've said good bye and I love you one last time before you were taken from us.
